filled up.

I think if someone were to ask me what the best time of my life has been so far, I'd explain right now. Man, let me tell you, life is full of ups and downs, and it seems like it's a never ending roller coster, but finally I feel like I'm at the very top and I just, I'm never coming back down.

God has been SO amazing these past few months. I constantly feel like I'm being challenged beyond words, I feel like everyday I am finding new flaws to work on and to hand over to the Lord, I am realizing I am not spiritually mature, in fact, learning that I can't live without Him, not even a single day. I am ready for a change of heart. After the Cru weekend retreat I remember just thinking, "God, please don't let this be another spiritual high" and here I am feeling like I am on top of the world. I feel like every day I am made new, I am challenged to be better than yesterday, I am challenged to love deeper, to pray harder, to live so dang full. 

Lord, let my life be the proof of your love. Let me be a light, let me be the living Word, let me exclaim your name and live in your Joy. Let me be filled up. I am SO happy. This is love, this is Jesus.